last tuesday at ember we were talking of how God has an amazing plan in store for us that (usually) is way better than the ones we make for ourselves....the "cool" part is that a few minutes before i had received an email telling me something not too nice...the rest of the night i was bummed!
i really started losing hope in the fact that God's plan was better than mine...but reality is I do not have it all figured out...in the next 2 days i was constantly reminded of verses that applied to my situation and they were all about having peace, hope and trusting God!
it is not easy for me though, cause I am not in control anymore...I just learned something about me and that is: there are a few things i like to be in control of. and the main one I am so NOT in control anymore....that scares the CRAP out of me...but maybe God is trying to teach me something...maybe, like my good friend Meagan said, He wants my everything...and with everything I mean EVERYTHING...what is gonna be my response? what would be your response if God asked you your everything! how long would we fight it? or avoid it? would we be able to respond like the disciples did? would we leave everything and follow Him no matter where?
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